I would rather not have to take responsibility for my life. I would prefer to blame others, carry grudges and harbor resentments. That’s part of the truth anyway. The other part is that I’m trying. I’m doing my best. And my best really isn’t all that bad. I don’t generally see it that way though. Most of the time I feel as though nothing I do is ever really good enough. I tend not to give myself much in the way of credit. I deserve more.