I am not where I want to be right now. I mean that literally this time.

I want to practice putting my wants and needs ahead of what I think others want or need a little more. I ignore myself too much. I get these very clear signals from myself, and instead of responding to them accordingly, I too often push them aside. Sometimes, for the sake of someone else. Sometimes, out of my own fear, worry, or desire to feel in control. I would like to change this, at least a little.

So, I have just decided that I am going to leave early tomorrow and go where I want to be. I am going to do it despite what anyone might think of it. I am going to do it despite the judgments that might rattle around my own head. I am going to give this to myself. I am going to do what makes me happy. Just because it does.