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I experienced joy, freedom, love and peace at various times today. I was reminded of who I am. It was a good day.

I don’t want to be so scared anymore. And perhaps scared is just part of where I am right now. Perhaps it’s okay to be scared.

I like living with an open heart. I like when I can feel myself in the world around me. I like being part of the magic of it all. I don’t have that experience as often as I like, but when it happens, it makes the rest of it okay. I had it for moments today. I had it for stretches of time. And in that time, I honestly felt like anything is possible.

Remind me of this please. When I forget tomorrow or the day after, remind me that there will come a time when I will know again that all of it is worth it for just that one moment.