I want to make a family of my own.

I’ve spent the day and night with my family of origin, and at the end of it, I find that I’m sad. I’m exhausted too so I think that exacerbates my sadness.

I miss my siblings. And, two of my siblings have families of their own. They have people to whom they belong, people who come first. I’m very aware tonight, that I don’t and that I wish I did.